(CNN)Simone Biles came to the Tokyo Olympics looking to earn another gold medal or four and deliver yet another stellar performance before potentially retiring. But then she did something her fans had never seen before: She faltered.

She was attempting an advanced vault move known as the Amanar, which she’d executed perfectly in a previous competition. The move involves a back handspring with two-and-a-half twists in the air before landing. It’s a feat for the average Olympian, but when Biles nails it, she looks effortless. On Tuesday, though, Biles “looked like she got lost” somewhere in the air, CNN sports analyst Christine Brennan said. She nearly landed on her knees and left the field of play close to tears. Minutes later, word came that Biles would not compete with the team. “Worst nightmare coming to pass here,” Brennan said of Biles exiting the event. Simone Biles performs on the vault during the artistic gymnastics women's final at the 2020 Summer Olympics.Simone Biles performs on the vault during the artistic gymnastics women's final at the 2020 Summer Olympics.Simone Biles performs on the vault during the artistic gymnastics women’s final at the 2020 Summer Olympics.Her departure stunned the sports world and her many fans in the US who’ve seen her repeatedly make the most difficult moves in gymnastics look like standard playground stunts. Biles’ talent and charisma has catapulted her to a pedestal so high and seemingly untouchable that any mistake is magnified, and it’s all the more devastating — to Biles and to her many fans — when she falls. Read MoreBiles isn’t one to hide how she feels. After her less-than-perfect performance in the preliminary round Sunday, she said she feels like she has “the weight of the world on [her] shoulders at times.” “I know I brush it off and make it seem like pressure doesn’t affect me but damn sometimes it’s hard hahaha!” she wrote on Instagram. Biles, the most decorated American gymnast, defies gravity like a superhuman, but even our near-perfect heroes are fallible. Seeing her slip reminds her many fans of what pressure, however well-intentioned, can do to an international idol. Biles is seen as superhumanBiles is the greatest gymnast of all time; watch any of her previous routines and this much is undeniable. She executes moves so complex, so far from anything her competitors are capable of, that the gymnastics judging panel has been accused of dampening her scores so she doesn’t obliterate the competition.Here is an athlete with virtually no rival; no one has ever done the kinds of moves she can. (Ever heard of the Yurchenko double pike? Not until Simone Biles, you didn’t, because she was the first to ever execute it.) Dozens of articles have said as much in the weeks leading up to her return to the Olympics. She’s such an outsized talent that she’s transcended sport altogether and become the kind of cultural phenomenon that only male athletes usually got to be in a previous era.Simone Biles stumbles as she lands on the vault during the artistic gymnastics women's final at the 2020 Summer Olympics.Simone Biles stumbles as she lands on the vault during the artistic gymnastics women's final at the 2020 Summer Olympics.Simone Biles stumbles as she lands on the vault during the artistic gymnastics women’s final at the 2020 Summer Olympics.For all the praise heaped on her, she’s generally seemed able to acknowledge it, owning her preternatural prowess without letting the expectations weigh her down. Gone are the days of the Fierce Five, the nickname for the 2012 US Women’s Gymnastics stars that included Gabby Douglas and Aly Raisman. It’s all about the 24-year-old, 4-foot-8 powerhouse with the bedazzled goat embroidered onto her leotards. Black women athletes are still being scrutinized ahead of the Olympics despite their successes Black women athletes are still being scrutinized ahead of the Olympics despite their successes Black women athletes are still being scrutinized ahead of the Olympics despite their successes But Biles returned to the 2020 Tokyo Olympics with something more to prove. She was expected to become the first woman to win back-to-back Olympic honors in half a century. These are also her first Games since former USA Gymnastics physician Larry Nassar was convicted of sexually abusing young gymnasts, including Biles and Raisman. And she’s doing it all without her family as they watch from half a world away.Biles is so near-perfect that even one missed step is newsworthy. At the qualifying event, she went out of bounds multiple times, docking her score (which was still the highest of the day, given the difficulty of her routine). She knew the mistake would make headlines, so she addressed the situation with candor online. Those comments — the ones about the “weight of the world” on her shoulders — made headlines, too. The spotlight is stuck on herBiles can’t escape attention even when she’s off the mat. One fellow member of Team USA shared a swooning TikTok when he saw her from afar. Her celebrity dwarfs that of the other women gymnasts she’s competing alongside. She’s the most visible face of the Olympics this year.Biles is competing in an age where so much of her life is available for public consumption, with or without her consent. Like fellow Olympian Naomi Osaka, whose own surprising loss occurred hours before Biles’ withdrawal, Biles has spoken about the mental toll competing at the highest level has taken on her, and how she is ready to retire.”There’s never been a moment in the history of athletics where we know so much about the athletes,” said Cheryl Thompson, an assistant professor at Ryerson University who studies celebrity culture. Fans of Biles know she lived in foster care until she and her sister were adopted by her grandparents. They know that earlier this year her brother was acquitted of murder charges. And they know that she was a victim of sexual abuse at the hands of Nassar and the other leaders of USA Gymanstics who didn’t stop it. Simone Biles applauds during the artistic gymnastics women's team final during the 2020 Olympic Games.Simone Biles applauds during the artistic gymnastics women's team final during the 2020 Olympic Games.Simone Biles applauds during the artistic gymnastics women’s team final during the 2020 Olympic Games.Biles is the only survivor of Nassar’s abuse who’s competing in Tokyo, the New York Times reported earlier this month. She told the Times about the damage, mental and physical, the sport has taken on her body, and how she went to Tokyo not for USA Gymnastics, not even fully for herself, but for gymnasts of color.”I’m going to go out there and represent the USA, represent World Champions Centre and represent Black and brown girls over the world,” she told the Times. “At the end of the day, I’m not representing USA Gymnastics.”The abuse Biles experienced doesn’t overshadow her legacy because for many years, she didn’t acknowledge it even to herself. She regularly trained at Karolyi Ranch in Texas, where elite young gymnasts like Biles, Raisman and many more encountered Nassar regularly. She didn’t accept that she, too, had been abused until 2018. The weight of that realization spun her into depression, she said, and she’d spend most of her time sleeping — “because sleeping was better than offing [herself],” she said in a Facebook series about her life. Simone Biles competes in the floor exercise during the World Championships in Stuttgart, Germany, in October 2019.Simone Biles competes in the floor exercise during the World Championships in Stuttgart, Germany, in October 2019. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesSimone Biles competes in the floor exercise during the World Championships in Stuttgart, Germany, in October 2019.Hide Caption 1 of 27Biles poses after winning the gold medal in the floor exercise at the 2013 World Championships.Biles poses after winning the gold medal in the floor exercise at the 2013 World Championships. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles poses after winning the gold medal in the floor exercise at the 2013 World Championships.Hide Caption 2 of 27Biles dodges a bee flying near her during the medal ceremony after winning gold in the all-around final of the 2014 World Championships.Biles dodges a bee flying near her during the medal ceremony after winning gold in the all-around final of the 2014 World Championships. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles dodges a bee flying near her during the medal ceremony after winning gold in the all-around final of the 2014 World Championships.Hide Caption 3 of 27Biles practices in Houston in January 2016.Biles practices in Houston in January 2016. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles practices in Houston in January 2016.Hide Caption 4 of 27Biles competes on the balance beam at the 2016 Olympics in Rio de Janeiro.Biles competes on the balance beam at the 2016 Olympics in Rio de Janeiro. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles competes on the balance beam at the 2016 Olympics in Rio de Janeiro.Hide Caption 5 of 27From left, Laurie Hernandez, Madison Kocian, Biles, Aly Raisman and Gabby Douglas celebrate winning the gold medal during the team final of the 2016 Olympics.From left, Laurie Hernandez, Madison Kocian, Biles, Aly Raisman and Gabby Douglas celebrate winning the gold medal during the team final of the 2016 Olympics. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesFrom left, Laurie Hernandez, Madison Kocian, Biles, Aly Raisman and Gabby Douglas celebrate winning the gold medal during the team final of the 2016 Olympics.Hide Caption 6 of 27Biles looks on during competition at the 2016 Olympics.Biles looks on during competition at the 2016 Olympics. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles looks on during competition at the 2016 Olympics.Hide Caption 7 of 27Biles reacts to a camera after winning the individual all-around final at the 2016 Olympics.Biles reacts to a camera after winning the individual all-around final at the 2016 Olympics. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles reacts to a camera after winning the individual all-around final at the 2016 Olympics.Hide Caption 8 of 27Biles competes on the uneven bars at the 2016 Olympics.Biles competes on the uneven bars at the 2016 Olympics. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles competes on the uneven bars at the 2016 Olympics.Hide Caption 9 of 27Biles' grandfather, Ron Biles, and his wife, Nellie, watch as she waits on the podium to receive her gold medal after winning the floor final of the 2016 Olympics. They took in Simone and her younger sister, Adria, and then formally adopted them when Simone was just 6 because Simone's mom was battling addiction to drugs and alcohol. Biles' grandfather, Ron Biles, and his wife, Nellie, watch as she waits on the podium to receive her gold medal after winning the floor final of the 2016 Olympics. They took in Simone and her younger sister, Adria, and then formally adopted them when Simone was just 6 because Simone's mom was battling addiction to drugs and alcohol. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles’ grandfather, Ron Biles, and his wife, Nellie, watch as she waits on the podium to receive her gold medal after winning the floor final of the 2016 Olympics. They took in Simone and her younger sister, Adria, and then formally adopted them when Simone was just 6 because Simone’s mom was battling addiction to drugs and alcohol. Hide Caption 10 of 27Biles competes on the floor at the 2016 Olympics.Biles competes on the floor at the 2016 Olympics. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles competes on the floor at the 2016 Olympics.Hide Caption 11 of 27Biles and other Olympic athletes play "Hungry Hungry Humans" on "The Tonight Show" with Jimmy Fallon.Biles and other Olympic athletes play "Hungry Hungry Humans" on "The Tonight Show" with Jimmy Fallon. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles and other Olympic athletes play “Hungry Hungry Humans” on “The Tonight Show” with Jimmy Fallon.Hide Caption 12 of 27Biles sits with Anna Wintour and Maria Sharapova during New York Fashion Week in September 2016.Biles sits with Anna Wintour and Maria Sharapova during New York Fashion Week in September 2016. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles sits with Anna Wintour and Maria Sharapova during New York Fashion Week in September 2016.Hide Caption 13 of 27First lady Michelle Obama rests her elbow on Biles' head as President Barack Obama speaks during an Olympic athletes event at the White House in September 2016.First lady Michelle Obama rests her elbow on Biles' head as President Barack Obama speaks during an Olympic athletes event at the White House in September 2016. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesFirst lady Michelle Obama rests her elbow on Biles’ head as President Barack Obama speaks during an Olympic athletes event at the White House in September 2016.Hide Caption 14 of 27Biles takes a photo with a young fan in her hometown of Houston in September 2016.Biles takes a photo with a young fan in her hometown of Houston in September 2016. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles takes a photo with a young fan in her hometown of Houston in September 2016.Hide Caption 15 of 27Biles speaks onstage during Glamour's Women of the Year event in 2016.Biles speaks onstage during Glamour's Women of the Year event in 2016. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles speaks onstage during Glamour’s Women of the Year event in 2016.Hide Caption 16 of 27Biles competes in "Dancing with the Stars" with Sasha Farber in 2017.Biles competes in "Dancing with the Stars" with Sasha Farber in 2017. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles competes in “Dancing with the Stars” with Sasha Farber in 2017.Hide Caption 17 of 27Biles speaks after receiving the ESPY Award for best female athlete in 2017.Biles speaks after receiving the ESPY Award for best female athlete in 2017. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles speaks after receiving the ESPY Award for best female athlete in 2017.Hide Caption 18 of 27Biles performs with the Houston Texans cheerleaders in December 2017.Biles performs with the Houston Texans cheerleaders in December 2017. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles performs with the Houston Texans cheerleaders in December 2017.Hide Caption 19 of 27Biles competes on the uneven bars during the 2018 World Championships.Biles competes on the uneven bars during the 2018 World Championships. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles competes on the uneven bars during the 2018 World Championships.Hide Caption 20 of 27Biles rests behind teammates during qualifying sessions for the 2018 World Championships in Doha, Qatar.Biles rests behind teammates during qualifying sessions for the 2018 World Championships in Doha, Qatar. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles rests behind teammates during qualifying sessions for the 2018 World Championships in Doha, Qatar.Hide Caption 21 of 27Biles performs on the floor during the 2018 World Championships.Biles performs on the floor during the 2018 World Championships. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles performs on the floor during the 2018 World Championships.Hide Caption 22 of 27Biles performs on the uneven bars at the 2019 World Championships.Biles performs on the uneven bars at the 2019 World Championships. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles performs on the uneven bars at the 2019 World Championships.Hide Caption 23 of 27Biles celebrates after winning the beam apparatus final at the 2019 World Championships.Biles celebrates after winning the beam apparatus final at the 2019 World Championships. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles celebrates after winning the beam apparatus final at the 2019 World Championships.Hide Caption 24 of 27Biles becomes <a href="https://www.cnn.com/2021/05/23/us/simone-biles-yurchenko-double-pike-trnd/index.html" target="_blank">the first woman in history to land a Yurchenko double pike vault in competition</a> during the GK US Classic in May 2021.Biles becomes <a href="https://www.cnn.com/2021/05/23/us/simone-biles-yurchenko-double-pike-trnd/index.html" target="_blank">the first woman in history to land a Yurchenko double pike vault in competition</a> during the GK US Classic in May 2021. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles becomes the first woman in history to land a Yurchenko double pike vault in competition during the GK US Classic in May 2021.Hide Caption 25 of 27Biles stumbles on her vault landing while competing in the team all-around at the Tokyo Olympics in July 2021. Biles then <a href="https://www.cnn.com/world/live-news/tokyo-2020-olympics-07-27-21-spt/h_fbc139e365a8d111304aa45ddd4ed62b" target="_blank">pulled out of the competition</a> due to a medical issue.Biles stumbles on her vault landing while competing in the team all-around at the Tokyo Olympics in July 2021. Biles then <a href="https://www.cnn.com/world/live-news/tokyo-2020-olympics-07-27-21-spt/h_fbc139e365a8d111304aa45ddd4ed62b" target="_blank">pulled out of the competition</a> due to a medical issue. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles stumbles on her vault landing while competing in the team all-around at the Tokyo Olympics in July 2021. Biles then pulled out of the competition due to a medical issue.Hide Caption 26 of 27Biles wears her warm-up gear after she was pulled from the team all-around competition at the Tokyo Olympics. She "will be assessed daily to determine medical clearance for future competitions," USA Gymnastics said in a statement.Biles wears her warm-up gear after she was pulled from the team all-around competition at the Tokyo Olympics. She "will be assessed daily to determine medical clearance for future competitions," USA Gymnastics said in a statement. Photos: Superstar gymnast Simone BilesBiles wears her warm-up gear after she was pulled from the team all-around competition at the Tokyo Olympics. She “will be assessed daily to determine medical clearance for future competitions,” USA Gymnastics said in a statement.Hide Caption 27 of 2701 simone biles03 simone biles04 simone biles06 simone biles07 simone biles08 simone biles09 simone biles10 simone biles11 simone biles12 simone biles13 simone biles14 simone biles15 simone biles16 simone biles17 simone biles18 simone biles19 simone biles20 simone biles21 simone biles22 simone biles23 simone biles24 simone biles25 simone biles01 simone biles 101301 simone biles yurchenko 052233 olympics 072721 gymnastics biles vault32 olympics 072721 gymnastics bilesSpeaking out against abuse is an integral part of the reason she’s back at the Olympics, but far from the only one. She’s representing Black girls in gymnastics, gymnasts who want to compete in a safer environment and survivors of abuse. She’s representing Americans and women everywhere. She’s there to make them proud. And as the brightest star of the 2020 Olympics, she’s trying to impress the entire world, too. “The Olympic Games itself is really just about creating heroes out of people so that we have someone or something to look up to and to inspire us,” Thompson said. “I think that’s at the core of the Olympic spirit.”And when we see someone at the pinnacle of athletic achievement, someone we think we know because she’s shared so much of herself with us, fall and make a mistake, we feel some of that pain, too, Thompson said. Biles knows this, telling the “Today” show’s Hoda Kotb that she and her team hoped “America still loves us.” A few hours after the competition ended, Biles told reporters she felt like she “didn’t do [her] job” and let her team down. Her guilt was palpable. The 2020 Olympics are more intense than usual, but Biles’ time isn’t over yetShe told reporters she withdrew not due to an injury, but to “work on [her] mindfulness.” She talked about how stressful the day leading up to the event was, how she was “just shaking” and could barely nap after her workout. She said she’d never felt that way ahead of a competition. “I think we’re just too stressed out,” she told reporters. “We should be out here having fun but that’s not the case.”The 2020 Summer Olympic Games are more intense than usual. For one, they’re taking place during a deadly pandemic that isn’t slowing. Biles’ family isn’t with her to cheer her from the stands; very few fans are there at all. The Olympics, in the span of two weeks, are a microcosm of the human experience — the euphoric highs, the extreme lows — “the joys of victory and the agony of defeat,” Thompson said. The intensity is part of the draw for viewers, she said, but Biles’ performance on Tuesday was more shocking than viewers had expected.”The Olympic Games reflect so much of our times,” Thompson said. “And I think this is the perfect metaphor, perhaps, for 2021.” Simone Biles is schooling us on how to excel despite setbacks (like the pandemic). The new tricks she's unleashed since her Olympic golds help prove itSimone Biles is schooling us on how to excel despite setbacks (like the pandemic). The new tricks she's unleashed since her Olympic golds help prove itSimone Biles is schooling us on how to excel despite setbacks (like the pandemic). The new tricks she's unleashed since her Olympic golds help prove itTuesday won’t be the end of Biles’ Tokyo legacy. Her disappointment was evident in her answers to reporters, but she knows herself well enough to notice when something’s off and when to take time to recover. She’s taking it a day at a time, she said, and will continue to be evaluated ahead of individual competitive events she was scheduled to participate in.So few people can say they know what it feels like to be Biles, to continuously prove you’re the greatest at something while the world watches. But Biles is the greatest not because she’s never lost, but because, now that she has, she’s reminded us what happens when the burden of expectations becomes too heavy for even the most celebrated among us to bear. She’s just a human being, after all, albeit one who can fly and flip through the air with ease and break records without breaking a sweat. Biles has given the US and the world a hero to root for — a hero whose mental health needs tending, something many of her fans can likely relate to.

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